Eden's Happy Dose

Today, I'm not using my feet...

2012-01-30T04:36:00.000-08:00

Today's post is about being comfy. Being comfy and being lazy are totally different. Being comfy is the state after finishing what you have to do and being lazy is the state before doing what you have to do. I call it comfy when I end my day in bed with "fresh" sheets and pillows, just taken a shower wearing my "toasty" (warm from the dryer) pj's and with soy candles lit up on a rainy evening. These warm booties are extras keeping my feet warm. It's not raining tonight but I get to have my comfy moment.

Inner Peace

2012-01-24T23:29:00.000-08:00

Life was like roller coaster ride these past couple of months. Although I've noticed some changes, the way I view and approach things. Suddenly I felt... I'm getting old. I'm afraid I'm having these thoughts but at one point I feel like embracing the changes. I don't avoid issues anymore like I used to. I face them head on. Not that I have any choice anyway. The more you dodge on what's coming at you, the more they pile up and chase you. They become ghosts or shadows. I've learned to seek happiness on simple things, breathing cool air in the morning, enjoying quiet places and just being me.

Intuition

2012-01-24T20:05:00.000-08:00

It's hard when you can't predict someone. We're not really suppose to, but if we listen to what our senses say versus to what we can actually see, this is some kind of forewarning. I'm pretty sensitive about things like this. I can feel what's happening but I'm often stubborn and not listening to that inner voice that's nagging at me. First few times it happened, results were devastating. Really depressing. However, the same cycle happens again and again whether I like it or not. The only good thing is that I can always sense that it's coming so I get to try different means to end with different results. By far, the results have been getting better and better but not as painful as the first situation I was in. I've learned what to expect and what not to expect. I've learned how to understand people. Most of all, I've learned how not to get totally entangled, emotion wise. The only fear I have is that I might get used to it and eventually become a cold blooded person. No, I don't hold grudges but I somehow, unintentionally, develop some kind of barrier. I hate dramas and I hate myself being in one.